Been going through this blog and and my entries and can I just start with apologizing for all the cringing I must have put you who's reading this through. Ugh.

10 entries. That's all the entries in total I did on this so-called-blog while I was in England. And the majority of them are written in Sweden anyway when I went back for holidays and stuff. Well done me. Wow. So much for updating regularly.

Well god knows I was busy this year. Sitting here on the same bed as I sat on just before I left, I don't really feel different. It felt like I just took a long nap and it was all just a dream. But pinching myself I realize I did actually go there. And I had good times and I had bad times and it was a great chapter of my life, but which is finished now.

I'm not going back to Torquay for two more years. Instead I'm moving to Stockholm and going to finish these last two years there. Then I'm going to travel. Maybe Japan. Maybe somewhere else.

This feels right. Even though I literally left my friends and my boyfriend and so so many great memories back there. I feel like this was the right choice, and England is only two and something hours away.

I'm not going to promise anything like I used to. But I'm gonna try really hard not to forget about this little blog of mine as much. And with this new makeover it just got (#proud), I sort of have to do something about it. We'll see what's gonna happen.

I also miss swedish. Or the ability to make me understood with my mother tongue. Being in Japan have improved my japanese so much, and nowadays I can usually make myself understood without too much trouble and with a patient listener. My japanese still don't come as naturally as swedish does, but learning a language takes time and I still want to keep studying and hopefully become fluent one day. The day I can understand japanese without any trouble at all, moving here would feel even more inviting!