So right now I'm sitting here on a train station, waiting for my train to northern Sweden. They have free wifi here so, that's awesome. It's about an hour or so before I'll go on my train so my computer will have to entertain me for a while.
But I was thinking that I should tell you about a thing that happened yesterday. Or it's a couple of things actually, a couple of those terrible/embarrassing/awkward/just-let-me-die kind of things that takes place way too often in my life. Yesterday was one of those days.
I just had my singing lesson, which by the way went awful, and it was the last one before winter break. But yeah, it was really bad. And I'm singing a really hard song so that didn't really make it any better. But when it's finally over and I'm on my way out of the building to run to the bus, I see a friend (or it's more of an acquaintance, but she's great and an awesome singer), who says hi and starts to talk with me while I'm both stressed (because of the bus) and kind of pissed (because of the lesson) which makes me even more socially awkward than normal so yeah, not that fun. And then she asks me if the lesson went well, and I answered something like "meeh, okay", but THEN she tells me that she heard me during the lesson. And she is sitting next to a couple of guys who probably also heard me, and even though she told me it sounded good I know it sucked. Like, really sucked. So yeah, that wasn't too pleasing to hear.
And after I've left her and the guys I realize that I have to rush to the bus, so that's what I'm doing. And while I'm doing that my things are literally all over the place. My bag for example really unliked me that day. So briefly, I'm looking like a complete (and moody) idiot running over the streets like crazy. Not a lovely right I promise. But not very far from the bus stop, for some reason I happen to rush into some old friends. And I literally stared at one of them before I realized who it was, and since I'm listening to music I kind of yell "HELLO OH HI OUPS GOT TO GO BYE BUS NEED TO GO TO OK BYE", and then I keep rushing to the bus. Ha. Ha. Nice, you stupid.
And when I think it's finally over, and I'm entering the bus, I once again make a fool of myself. I'm really breathless after all the running (fuck you coordination) and my things are still all over the place, so when I'm telling the bus driver where I'm going, I do that while breathing like crazy, kind of screaming my destination because of the music that's still in my ears and I'm just generally looking like a complete idiot.
This might not sound too embarrassing and awkward, but believe me, it was. And on top of that I'm doing all this things while holding a giant box of chocolates so I guess I was a funny sight that day. Not sure really why I'm sharing that day here, but I still have some time to kill before I'll continue my trip. Thanks for reading, if you did. And I hope you have and had a better day than me yesterday.
